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[Nov. 5th, 2009|11:34 am] |
holy butt fucking bananas.
my night is almost indescribable, except for the fact i can put it in a few good words.
11 05 that means fifth day without smoking.
i woke up and my brother had made me an Amys spinach pocket.
didn't pay much attention, cuz i would take a bite every time my snooze went off for an hour.
school,
decided to do homework for the rest of my life and never leave the house,
teal gave me clothes, went to work.
for some reason quitting smoking wasn't hard enough after 4 days.
work was fucking insane.
i scrubbed the bathroom from top to bottom in bleach.
getting that high made me want a cig.
i just worked through the cravings,
that made me want cig.
and when i realized i had thought about smoking for as long as if i had actually taken a smoke break,
that made me... ya know.
work ended sooo bad.
all i could do to avoid madness was go to karate.
my dad was late for class because he was waiting up for me a home;
so the teacher was ten minutes late for class. it's my fault.
work out good, went to the bank, got gas, came home and re built my closet,
and just as i started in on the rest of the basement,
i found a box from moving out of jjgh house, and in the box there was a lonely ass pack of camel filters, never opened, not even packed, and i sware karma has good things in store for me. |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2009|08:17 pm] |
since i'm not telling anyone that i see face to face,
not telling anyone that i know really cares.
i'll post it here because it's an accomplishment to remember,
i haven't smoked a cigarette in three days. wow. |
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